a life without regret

December 6 is the feastday of the legendary Saint Nicholas, traditionally a big celebration in the Low Countries, Germany and Eastern Europe. Most children have a natural sense of wonder and adventure which life has a tendency to erode.

Twenty years from now

You will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do

than by the ones you did.

Mark Twain

Created anew

Every morning
the world
is created.
Under the orange

sticks of the sun
the heaped
ashes of the night
turn into leaves again

and fasten themselves to the high branches —
and the ponds appear
like black cloth
on which are painted islands

of summer lilies.
If it is your nature
to be happy
you will swim away along the soft trails

for hours, your imagination
alighting everywhere.
And if your spirit
carries within it

the thorn
that is heavier than lead —
if it’s all you can do
to keep on trudging —

there is still
somewhere deep within you
a beast shouting that the earth
is exactly what it wanted —

each pond with its blazing lilies
is a prayer heard and answered
lavishly,
every morning,

whether or not
you have ever dared to be happy,
whether or not
you have ever dared to pray.

Mary Oliver, Morning Poem

Hoping for something else

 

Something to remember each day as we start the last month of the year

If there is a sin against life, it consists perhaps not so much in despairing of life

as in hoping to have another life

and in turning away from the implacable grandeur of this one.

[Car s’il y a un péché contre la vie, ce n’est peut-être pas tant d’en désespérer que d’espérer une autre vie, et se dérober à l’implacable grandeur de celle]

Albert Camus, Nuptials

Holding both

Though the years are sad,

the days have a way of being jubilant

Edith Wharton’s autobiography, A Backward Glance 

so that it notices…

We are here to abet creation and to witness it, to notice each thing so each thing gets noticed. Together we notice not only each mountain shadow and each stone on the beach but we notice each other’s beautiful face and complex nature so that creation need not play to an empty house

Annie Dillard, Pilgrim at Tinker Creek

Not two

Body and mind are one.

Thus, if you straighten your body, your mind is straight.

Miyazaki Zenji, 1901 – 2008, Zen abbot of Eiheiji Monastery