Why awareness is needed

It’s hard to tell the difference between sea and sky,

between voyager and sea.

Between reality and the workings of the heart.

Haruki Murakami, Kafka on The Shore 

A steady orientation

I find myself more and more teaching what seems most essential; to help people access intelligent and comfortable awareness. If this awareness becomes a steady orientation, it’s possible to live and grow in this personal world; here is a sense of safety with its fundamental goodwill. The tricky detail being that it is not personal; it’s before the personal conditions arise.

And this means that the sources of the programs and attitudes that become a person get revealed: dis-ease, restlessness and having to do something, or feeling guilty and inadequate that one isn’t doing (or in fact being) whatever it is that one should be – while not knowing what that is. Not that any of that is your fault. Essentially this dukkha (suffering) is not personal, not specific; and it isn’t resolved by doing anything other than tackling its program. It’s non-specific because its source is the pressurised space of one’s unsettled awareness. That then colours everything that the personality forms out of.

Ajahn Sucitto

Being useless

It takes time and patient practice to develop qualities that make for a lasting effect. This idea is not easy to hold on to in a society that prizes immediate results. Emptying the mind of the need to be noticed, or thought as special,  allows us to just be ourselves in a simple way:

The sage Chuang-Tzu was walking with a disciple on a hilltop. They saw a crooked, ancient tree without a single straight branch. The disciple said the tree is useless, nothing from it can be used. Chuang-Tzu replied: That’s the reason it is ancient. Everyone seems to know how useful it is to be useful. No one seems to know how useful it is to be useless. 

Sunday Quote: Wisdom

The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge

faster than society gathers wisdom.

Isaac Asimov

Sunday Quote: Where we are

Our humble way… is to root ourselves –  

beneath the thousand dreams and excuses

that keep us from the ground we walk.

Mark Nepo.

Beneath all the effort

What are we when there is no one doing anything, no one attaining anything, no place to go?

There “is” no place to go.

The whole foundation is already here in each one of us.

It is the same in all of us.

There is only one foundation, which is presence, wholeness, boundless love.

Toni Packer, The Wonder of Presence: And the Way of Meditative Inquiry